i let u inside my entire world six months ago, & i'm still into u.
quite a notion
since i usually lose interest fast.
for some reason
it's u i just can't quit.
maybe it's cuz u take me for all that i am.
whether i'm blurry. sad. confused. funny. elusive. drunk. stoned. sexy. sleepy. crazy. all of the above at the same time.
u see me with other boys & u don't seem to mind.
u listen to me talk about myself constantly & u keep comin back for more.
dare i even say it?
nope.
i don't even have to.
i feel like i've grown so much in this past month alone. ahhh march. how i've loved thee so far.
shall i count the ways?
one : for the drunken nite spent with g-lau . . .
two : . . .& mr. schoolhouse . . .
three : . . .& the boob crew . . .
four : how gangster we are . . .
five : . . .& for how fly we are even in silhouette .
six : for middle fingers . . .
seven : . . .& "hang loose" signs .
eight : for the dancefloor .
nine : for nites of recuperation spent with my fellow bonet beauty taryn nicole . . .
ten : . . .& tianna michelle . . .
eleven : . . .& dee-low let us invade his space for a while .
twelve : for marijuana & an altered point of view .
thirteen : for impromptu dance recitals . . .
fourteen : . . .& fun dj sets in fun beer bars . . .
fifteen : . . .& drunken white girl kisses .
sixteen : for late nite jam sessions featurin my mean tambourine .
seventeen : a beautiful saturday nite spent with jasi benjamin . . .
eighteen : . . .& mister d'leau . . .
nineteen : . . .& another fun dancefloor at my new celebrity crush's bday party .
twenty : for nighttime romps down fairfax .
twenty1 : for hangin in the corner of the hall .
twenty2 : for a super stoned jasi benjamin & man about town, sir a. wash .
twenty3 : for the comedic stylings of milky soul .
twenty4 : for my t.v. eye .
and i'm sure twenty5 thru whatever will come very soon. march just ain't over yet. lets take the entire month to celebrate our six months of love. or we could end it here...
hmph.
yeah right.
hey...
what about this makes sense?
nothin.
that's what.
oh well. that's why u love me right?
*all non-blurries are courtesy of g-lau, who spent two nights inna row documentin my craziness...oh boy...*