20081130

tons to tell . . .



no possible way to say it all . my entire being feels as though it's been tossed around like a rag doll ; i'm in a creative state of dark despair & brutal self-awareness . i'm over thinking every single detail . every line . phrase . i'm managing to create more rules & corners for myself to hide inside . hmm . . . i guess this is what they call writer's block ?