back to reality .

this weekend has proved to be a revelation . i'm left to confront my womanhood head on & therefore , make some decisions that will directly affect my happiness . . . or what i thought was happiness .

hmm .

jim was right : ppl are strange . it is what it is . u can't pls em all . u can never fully trust anyone's intentions till they prove themselves to be sincere .

i think i'm just jaded .
i don't know what to think anymore .
i don't know how to feel .
let the cynicism commence . . .