u know that euphoric state u enter right before u die ? i seem to permanently be in that place . not dying in "the long dirt nap" sense . perhaps being reborn in some sort of way ? spending every day in the studio . spending my nights in a calm & loving environment . feeling like the most beautiful human being ever created . realizing i don't party anymore . psychedelic drugs galore . talking to my god & heeding the advice the universe is giving me . realizing that before this point i may have been wasting my time trying to fit into a box that would never be able to fully contain me . saying what i feel even if it hurts other ppl . laughing like a maniac . descending further down the rabbit hole . my glass is overflowing . drink & enjoy . . .