co-producing two new J*DaVeY vids , proceeding into the mixing phase of the warner record , creatively moving forward with the new sound that's floating around in my head , contemplating movies , abandoning the scene for beauty sleep , brat raps , cheap champagne , lo life-ing it , psychedelic drugs , kissing , loving , rocking in the free world , feeling all alive , & doing tons of other cool shit the cool kids talk abt but don't actually have the balls to do . . .