new celebrity crushes , rediscovering my bed , songs abt ur sexy , actually enjoying the valley , putting a 'g' on the end of my nouns & adjectives , downward dogging it , lo-fi , hi fash , my current haircut , olvera street , quiet time & short spurts of solitude , lopsided model bronco trucks , 103.1 , 8 dollar royal purple vintage pumps , givenchy's current collection , impromptu polaroid photoshoots , conversations abt "the double standard" , embracing my sporadic o c d , starring as a 1920s flapper in some provactive scene for the super 8 camera that is my brain , dreaming while i'm still awake , taking my time , getting enough rest , eating for free , being selfish for a change , effectively saying no , still mustering up the courage , old soul train videos in red contrast , great hosts , keeping vampire hours , allowing myself to be missed , "seven minutes in heaven" , ableton LIVE loops , "there's just no time to romance a new boy" , urban renewal & charlotte ronson pieces , charlotte ronson's brother , agyness deyn & chanel iman , currently enamored with venice , black pin-up girls , stella nico & jett pierre , jasi's peep toe valentino booties that she inherited from jenny lopez , "...currently in search of the perfectly scandalous love affair" , blue chihuahuas , tj's guacasalsa dip from trader jose's , hi-waist silk shorts , realizing that i inspire other girls , the shozu phone , not constantly feeling on edge , deep breathing , & sometimes ******* .