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in recovery .

on October 19, 2008

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i'm sick .
mentally
physically
&
emotionally .
currently in search of 100 percent
or
at least 85 . . .

don't ask .

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me permettre de commencer....

today has been a whirlwind of different emotions... mostly sad ones that aren't warranted by any occurrence, so i choose not to discuss them openly. u know how sometimes your mind focuses more on the past or the future instead of the present? why is it so hard to live in the moment & take each day for what it is? who knows. who cares. i choose not to dwell on that anymore, for this is a new beginnin of sorts...or a new end. we shall see which one as time progresses. *edit* before we get started, allow me to tell u somethin quite important: i have super powers. well, 1 anyway, and that is the ability to change form. i'm a leo, therefore i'm rather impulsive & i get bored easily, so i may have a tendency to reinvent myself from time to time. call it a defense mechanism if u like. my life is takin a very strange, but amazin turn these days. i'm on the verge of livin my wildest dreams, while still tryin to recognize my saints & make sense of this crazy thing cal...

sometimes it's hard to stand alone , hard to be the only one walking the adventurous path . sometimes it's easier to be a part of a group , to be defined by other ppl's predictability . sometimes it seems that nobody likes a true individual . sometimes it's too damn difficult to convince those two years behind to fast forward to the future . luckily i hate doing things the easy way .

gone too soon .

right after hi school word got around that a girl from our graduatin class was datin this new knockout aussie actor , so when i saw him in "a knight's tale" i became instantly jealous . lucky her , yeah ? well , the relationship didn't last , but the new aussie knockout quickly became a silver screen fave & was well on his way to becomin a legend . such sad news was delivered today when he was found dead on the floor of his apartment , presumably due to a lethal amount of OTC sleepin pills . i can only wonder how my hi school buddy , cecilia , felt upon hearin the news . i'm sure she isn't nearly as devastated as michelle & little matilda . this tragedy comes on the tail end of another young actor's death . may heath & mr . renfro rest in peace .

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