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l o v e .

on November 30, 2009

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jack & zoe . nyc . march 2009 .

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end of our era .

i've always been this way . mysteriously transparent . knowingly self-centered . confused . yet willing , somehow . willing to open myself to all of you without caring about your rejection . your questions . your disapproval . i've always been this way . evolved ? sure . still me ? definitely . a lot has changed , yeah . i am deeply rooted in my purpose now . i am directly responsible for the well being of another human life . every single choice i make has to have my best interests in mind because they are tied to the interests of another . i no longer have time for fear or indecision . immobility . amateur-ity (i made that up , but it rolls off the tongue like it's always been a word so shrug) . . . allow me to reintroduce myself to you . let me direct you to the first page of this blog . read it in full & take me out of it . insert yourself into my perspective . connect . fucking feel something , then re-read this post . i have always been this way . the person pu...

gone too soon .

right after hi school word got around that a girl from our graduatin class was datin this new knockout aussie actor , so when i saw him in "a knight's tale" i became instantly jealous . lucky her , yeah ? well , the relationship didn't last , but the new aussie knockout quickly became a silver screen fave & was well on his way to becomin a legend . such sad news was delivered today when he was found dead on the floor of his apartment , presumably due to a lethal amount of OTC sleepin pills . i can only wonder how my hi school buddy , cecilia , felt upon hearin the news . i'm sure she isn't nearly as devastated as michelle & little matilda . this tragedy comes on the tail end of another young actor's death . may heath & mr . renfro rest in peace .

sometimes it's hard to stand alone , hard to be the only one walking the adventurous path . sometimes it's easier to be a part of a group , to be defined by other ppl's predictability . sometimes it seems that nobody likes a true individual . sometimes it's too damn difficult to convince those two years behind to fast forward to the future . luckily i hate doing things the easy way .

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