i'm on a spiritual journey & it's unlike any other road i've ever traveled . lately i'm realizing a lot of things abt myself that need fine tuning . i want to have healthy relationships . . . i want to be inspired . . . i want to freely explore the inner workings of this crazy mind of mine . i'm trying new things that i never considered . . . borderline starting over , hurting feelings , being selfish (& learning how to not feel guilty abt my selfishness as it is a means of learning how to be more selfless) , listening & not speaking , stepping outside of my comfort zone , being completely honest . meditating . mastering this unknown road on my own & figuring out why it's so important for me to maintain my singularity . . . stripping myself to the core .
nothing makes sense right now . i don't know how to share everything that is happening inside of me without sounding cliche . it's not that big of a deal , rather something we all strive for . self-awareness . or some sort of self-awareness , as we are never fully complete since life is a neverending journey , but . . . here i go , finally putting the work & study into what i think will be a spiritual awakening for my amazingly complicated soul . no cutting corners , no excuses . wish me luck .
first things first , i have given up one vice that continually (& unintentionally) leads me down the wrong path . the one thing that drives my creativity & songwriting . . . the one thing that oozes from my pores subconsciously . dare i say it aloud , or is it obvious ?
bottom line : i will meditate throughout the day to keep me from missing this . 21 days to break a habit , ay ? well , i've far surpassed that . lets see how much farther i can get . . .
aka the tripper . circa 11:06:00 AM
Come Celebrate the Launch
the LadyTrippeR Online Store
Friday, August 13th
@ Get Weird
w/ resident DJs
Rockwell, Zach, & Future Paris
5851 Sunset Blvd
Los Angeles, 90028
*first 40 TrippeRs get a SPECIAL EDITION LadyTrippeR tote bag!
the #13 has never been so groovy . . .
aka the tripper . circa 11:53:00 PM
my life has been a whirlwind . shows , travel , amazing photoshoots , growing pains, creative rearrangement , family , love , & all of the above . . . i have truly been busier than ever . so much is happening , but i'm afraid to tell u because i'm not sure you'll understand just yet . keeping myself focused to minimize idle time . the more empty hours i have to spend blogging , the more i'll say . so i'll visit periodically , but i won't stay . that way i keep my cool . okay ?
ahhh , back to the cryptic web i weave . didjamissme ?
photo courtesy of kwesi abbensetts .
aka the tripper . circa 12:24:00 AM
sometimes it's hard to stand alone , hard to be the only one walking the adventurous path . sometimes it's easier to be a part of a group , to be defined by other ppl's predictability . sometimes it seems that nobody likes a true individual . sometimes it's too damn difficult to convince those two years behind to fast forward to the future .
luckily i hate doing things the easy way .
aka the tripper . circa 10:02:00 PM
last thursday our fans got a special treat : a live in-studio dance party featuring J*DaVeY & special guest , london designer , Kesh !
don't forget to join us this thursday (may 20) at 4:30pm PST for more fun with me & brook . . .
aka the tripper . circa 6:20:00 PM
d'Leau & i now star in our very own ustream show every thursday at 4:30pm pacific standard time . in this first episode (titled "manic in the addic" as opposed to "magic in the addic" like the following episodes) we featured a new J*DaVeY song titled "queen of wonderland" , as well as a remix of "gold digger" by lil' kenny for participating fans . we will be featuring tons of our friends in upcoming episodes(see the live in-studio show we did last week with special guest , london designer Kesh below) , & taking questions from fans during our live broadcast !
aka the tripper . circa 6:05:00 PM
wearing a uniform , finding new hobbies & inspirations , realizing the ever so present value of nepotism , releasing every single emotion the moment i feel it , being proactive , imagining the most amazing creative ideas , celebrating art , love , & friendship daily . inner peaceful . completely tapped out .
aka the tripper . circa 5:54:00 PM
i've been busy living mine , hence the reason why i've been away from my blog lately . i've taken a bit of a computer sabbatical , as it seems that the internet is now just as bad as television & radio . eh . real life is too good to hide behind the beam of a computer screen . . .
aka the tripper . circa 5:51:00 PM
my mind is moving a million miles a minute . . . i can barely sleep , i'm bubbling over with a wild imagination & endless amounts of energy . trying hard to enjoy the quiet before the storm . chasing every single vision . seizing every single moment . accepting all that is mine under grace in the most perfect way .
aka the tripper . circa 2:02:00 PM